1st day at KB...

not as good as i wish...
he say something hurt me
haih..
i know lar my result not good
but dont so straight forward
very hurt!!
you know human got feeling gah?
deng!
today really so angry de lorhx
say me kena buang??
what the hack?! >.<
if kena buang u think i still will been aproval to ur skul a?
use brain la!!
zzzz... make me have to bek SB and take my laoporan displin~
nothing la? check dy? nothing to say liao
no way to reject me?
shui gak!
i really very down n unhappy today de lorhx...

feel like tell it to someone
but seems there's no one who care
and no one understand well
well, i just have to let this pass away
i know i have nobody to rely on
and all i have to do is
face all alone!
im trying to be strong..
God pls safe me...
only you know me well then my parents..
pls tell me what to do
im out of way our of mood

i have got new friend sitting bside me
her name is soo ling...
she kinda kind n helps me alot..
and i dont really like the school ppl wee~
all ppl looking at me like they have nvr see human b4=)
i hate that kind of feeling..
so embarasing..

i miss SB wee..
miss that friendly teacher n fellow friends
that make me laugh always ^^
i miss them
while maths lesson im dreaming bout pn maza teaching aiks
i know i have to accept the facts
n im now in KB adi!!

she cheers me on..
telling me think positively..
thought its tough i gotta stand
n keep on move forward too reach
so i just can try my best
i will take it easy
n take it right i will do my best ^^
must wish me good luck kay, guys?
i love youuu!!!! ^^v
god pls bless me lots...

hope there's a better tomorow..

i face everything all alone...

cause i know you are GONE FOREVER~

by love,

bubu