book fair at PWTC

me & soo ling

me & keith (青蛙王子)

kaoru & me

today when to PWTC the international book fair to see my fav cartonist as i so interested on kaoru drawing wee ^^v

finally i saw her..

muahaha

guess what? she is a gal ==

but macam boy name write ^^v

we went there bout 10++

after that we see nothing but comic @@

muahahax... i love kaoru novel wee

keith write bout the prince of frog not bad xD

started to love itt..

after buying book we went to the corner of the staircase and started to read ==

so impatient la me and soo ling zzz

after that, we also chat awhile...

suddenly say bout N*

he never reply me since i reply 'what he say?'

i dont know what J told him

im so sad... i dont wanna lose you

you are part of my vip list

you are the only when i need..

why must YOU be so cruel?

you broken up my heart..

and im not fully recovered~

now you want to take away HIM from me?

isnt its too cruel to me?

so hate me? till you want me have NOTHING only you will happy?

if yes... i will just let it forget``

okay FINE..

i wont ever want to have any relation with you friend and whoever even your bro!!

this is what i promise myself!

so sad that you dont believe me

its okay maybe i understand

i wont blame you

you and him know so long le sure you will believe on him more

maybe no destiny or faith to be bff?

i dont know..

just let god who do the decision

im so tired

no strength to confront

im just a little girl

wish to have friends and love too...

but why its seems so hard for me?

and i dont understand

what i did, god?

what i did wrong till you want give me such a punishment?

i need someone

someone will never leave me to face everything all alone

someone no matter what happen

he will just right by myside

someone who loves me like noone does

someone will let me rely on

someone loves me truly from heart

just someone!

i want true love!

i know is time to say goodbye..

eventhough im force to say it

i know i have to

you will never know what's my feeling now

my tears are dropping..

and i promise this is last time!

N* u gotta take care..

i really apreciate the time we have

and i will never cry like last time

i will be resolute! i really will

cause i said before 'you will have no chance to call me ku bao liao'

cause 'big girl wont cry'

u gotta go thailand bout 1 week more

take care...

best regards, just from me~

bye bye

*till now i have no reply

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when to ts with soo ling and tot can go see 'coming soon'

but very late, she need bek home

so no watch agn

>.<>

always no chance c de!

gek sei me le lar...

suan lar... very lazy le lar

so no mood

then when to old town and eat my french toast

but so oily

eat til wan vomit ==zzz

why so black today

not really happie actually

*plan to go midvalley

but i porposely go ts tot can got chance can meet him

but i dont dare msg him

so im just 默默等待奇迹出现

i know its stupid ==

but... haih

then when to summer bee and buy my skul bag

xD got new one agn yahoo

then bought a purse and smth secret**

then when bek bout errr 5 gua dunno lar

*will he mesage me today?

奇迹会发现在去我生上马？

难道我真的会是失去他？

等待奇迹的我，

不不...