why his shadow is still last on my mind?

today,

as i promise to be a good girl to him.

i go to school.

nothing much happen

maths mark pass but sucks.

but im happy with it cause i know how to do for form 4

maybe i shoud use my time wisely to pic up for those form 3 maths ==

add maths?

damn sucks

im gone crazy

i think i got the lowest in the class

who care's la

i hate it so much!

last period 4M gone crazy they rock like monkeys =)

sing song dont know what balike kampung

bla bla bla..

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!! ^^

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back home,

i took my book from the book shelf

the box above drop down

>.<

damn everything gone messy i gotta make it clean before 3

because i have to rush for the bus

to get in time for class

so while im picking it up.

i saw the sim card he gave me

the number he chosen for me.

the shirt you bought for me in Philippine.
the photo we take.

the letters you sent me.

the memories you gave me

it still last on my mind.

i remember you said.

the photo frame we will bought it TOGETHER.

but i bought it myself.

i wanted to give you on the valentine.

but it was OVER

the suprise i wanted to gave had gone HURT

still that,

its too selfish that you leave it all to me

to face myself

okay, i dont mind then

you were TOO FREE of being lonely or whatever

so you being like to disturb, huh?

dont you?

get off!!

last time we were talk together and joke around having joy.

yet now, we have been strangers to each other

even a strangers to myself.

i have got sick, LOVE SICK.

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im kinda sad today,

many thing happen

at school i dont know what happen to sl

she suddenly emo

sory if i did you wrong

i need someone to talk to.

im kinda down.

N* im waiting you to be back.

i wanted to tell you every single thing

im really confuse.

i wanted to cry sometimes.

i really dont know why

no one knows me well T_T

even Z.E

i wanted to talk to you

but it seems..

so undescrible.

i dont know what and why

dont ever ask me why, what, how, when, this or that!!

if i ever know i wont be so confuse!

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tomorow goanna start new life.

working life

im not happy then.

maybe result

this and that

surounding makes changes to me

haih.

i wanted to use my holiday wisely this time

2 weeks seems isnt enuf ==

hope first day of working going on great

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I know his been on your mind

That distance look is in your eyes

I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over

song: all or nothing at all