no one ever knows me well.

today.

as usual de lar.

practise.

but this time.

nana was not with us.

playing C is tiring.

but i will try my best to play it.

i wont make you dispointed nana!

i promise.

and of course i hope you come back lar.

i wanted to play WA more xD

*this time i realize.

its hard to comunicated with those

kb's fellar..

they got their own way

alot of things lar.

>.<

dont wish to come then just dont ever say

you wish to play so much!!

every position have their own responsibilty.

okay!!

D.R.E.A.M is just dream.

it doesnt belong to one of us either.

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went home and slep.

got up at 4++

and go to tuition.

physics are bored.

while bio is fun.

and keep on laughing like nobody business

discussing bout 'SHITING'

haha =)

ms.helen we love you =P

you change my life.

muahaha

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recently,

alot thing isnt going right.

its all out of what i expected and plan.

and sory if i made ppl around me

down or whatever.

i dont feel like chating.

i dont feel like talking.

i dont feel like sharing.

sorry.

dont ever ask me why

i quite bad temper.

and for sure im ought.

im just me.

so dont ever judge me.

no one could guide me

no one could ever comfort me well

no one could console me through the night

my world seems so dark.

and it seems im such a FAILURE.

i fail everything.

even those dream that i wish

were far and far away from me.

say me weird.

say me crazy.

say that im stupid enough to do all this.

>.<

im so confuse.

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*guess what?

today while we were practising.

i saw those words we used to write on the wall.

the 'luahan rasa dinding'

it was still there.

it was last year.

we use to have so much fun.

we're S8ME ^ eNDLESS

i miss her.

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All this time i was wasting

Hoping you would come around

I've been giving out chances everytime

And all you do is let me down

Song: You're not sorry

Artist: Taylor Swift