♥ heavy rain.

today when to work at kaeru as usual.

today finalist the tempura how to cook

OMG!

i ter-cut my finger eh ><

shitty pain one!

and i got really touched.

ZE came with the plaster for me.

but sadly 2 boss were there@@

so he just sat outside.

and heavy rain somemore.

i really scare he will got sick & get cold if keep like this.

asked him to go

as i know they will be there for the whole day.

and finaly he left.

well, im happy.

but you don't need to do so much for me.

im not worth it.

but i know you are the type who will do whatever for the one you love.

and i have asked myself..

will i be doing the same thing like what you did...?

i got quiet for a moment.

and i have no exact answer.

and i know you will surely say yes without thinking.

but can't you see??

don't waste time on someone who doesn't want to waste time for you.

i know this hurts.

and im sorry to say this to at here.

i know whatever i said,

is so useless..

LET me have my own time without you.

let me dont rely on you for sometimes.

so i can realise whether you are that important for me.

i really used to wake up early in the morning

to message you

without thinking.

and i dont know why.

if there's some day you or me got our own life.

how would it be.

i hope you really will learn to give up.

to see clearly what we really want.

it's too selfish... i think for me

if i keep message with you and i just want to be alone.

i felt guilty with it.

i scare to give you hope & destroy it.

im sorry.

but what could i say accept a word of apology.