tell me what to do.

i have tried so hardly to forget everything.

yet it wasnt like you wrote soemthing wrong on the paper

and you just erase it like that.

it something about feeling that you cant see.

i have got mess with love.

and i dont really know how to handle it.

i have learn to be logicaly and just forget about everything

to put love aside and concentrate on learning life.

and i really want to focus on my exam.

should i just continue whatever relation me and him now...?

or just let it stop..

me myself was confusing.

i try not to message him as often as i can.

but sometimes.

when you were too down or too sad

automatically he is the one i message too.

maybe i used to be.

and 90% my message is his one.

and i started to felt so bad.

that like im trying to played him

giving him hope yet no respond at all.

tell me what to do with it.

how....?

i just dont want to hurt anyone T_T

i had think before to get back like last time.

but i was too scare to have the same thing again.

and i know if it happens again.

we will not be friends like now already.

i thought i can change someone.

but it wasnt as i think. T_T