Am i thinking too much?

What you said had finally got me digested. I admit that I might have been addicted to you. and i couldn't deny those feeling. the word you said, getting a glimpse of hints that u might actually hurts me leave me someday. I couldnt sleep well recently of what you had said. and it happens few nights continously. I guess im tired. really tired. i guess pressure had really got over of me.

i promised i wouldnt drop a tear. but sometimes, i just tend to break that promise.it's difficult you know.Memory from the past and ancient images was haunting me deep down in my mind. yeah. i grew in a broken condition family. and maybe because of that. i m lack of love.and when i met you. u provided me with your love. somehow you always understand and giving advices to me not to give up easily.

i don't like those feeling that u might leave. because it give me the same feeling again where im lost of love from the begining or even a scar that left deeply in heart.what i feared the most ? i guess i knew now.

Im a type of girl which couldnt express myself much. I dont know what can i do. As i ain't special after all. and pessimistic is definitely my character.Is not i got no confident on you, is just that i got no confident on myself. It takes time.

maybe you are right i souldnt have give up before trying it. But is just that im fear of couldnt be friends after all.... (:

ALL the best in your coming SUKMA basketball game =)