being ffk-ed

Woke up at 4 in the morning, thinking it was already 8. But only then i realise i was mistaken.
I tried to sleep back, but i couldn't... i thought of him so i grab my phone and msg him.




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Woke at 815, prepared myself for badminton later. aroung 9 msg vic, only she said she is not going T_T goosh!! I wanted to go so badly lar weeeh! I miss one week didnt go cause of attending the camp ler, how can you guys treat me that way~ hahaa


so then i decided to bullshit around. switch on my computer and started typing here :D


Actually, nothing much i can say about yesterday. I went to have breakfast with ms soo ling
and then went to meet her at jusco around 2 tot of watching bounty hunters but end up didnt buy the tickets. Xon wasn't free to accompany wuwuwu what a day man?!


When to tuition. heavy rain and got to wait it stop before going to kasturi for another session. but i felt so tired and im going to be late if i went so then i make my mind not to go once more =)
called and called Xon to come early to accompany but he is always wanted ee to be with =X dont so na pek lor suii lou!!


While waiting i hanging around to hook up some present for daddy this coming father's day.
I saw one wallet, i guess it suits him. But he always complain on what i buy actually so till now is still under considering. I dont even know i got that chance to celebrate with him or not? Hmm. He got someone else, i guess he dont need me that much?


Sincerely, those word he said that day still remain fresh in mind. Those words which i think it really hurts. You wont even know little things was a big stuff to me. Cause you'll never know how i feel. Once and once, you stab the knife in heart more and more deeply. I tried to hold on my tears and sometimes even i got no strength drop any single tear. Gooosh!! i shouldnt had said about you right now.


After awhile, i sit in the corner in arena waiting kah hoe to come. He lied me again say come early but end up he is the one who late for the dinner (:
In a sudden, i tot of 'chemistry project' i went to the shop.. asking stuff that come across my mind. the staff there said it was the last one in M'sia. Want or not, the only word which is rolling all over my mind.