What can say about yesterday? guess not much...? FFK again no badminton >< again =".=">
Went one u with Xon, Ee, kevon and kh. force to watch karate kids (:
On the way back, saw my lil bro Mr CH so i ask him to acc me to have some drink. I dont wanna back home, as i werent in a mood to face them (:
By the help from Mr JH & Ms SE i got the score updated. But too bad... His team lose. The moment i saw the score. i nearly cried. i cant imagine how he look like that moment. I hope you are fine kay??
Mr GY date me out. But sorry, i couldnt fall for your lies again. Owh gosh, maybe just take me as a small gas fellar, childish so... or whatever? im fine with my life so stop interupting!!
18/06/10
I asked Joanna ( my darling ♥ ) out.. im sorry my dear, I always meet you also cry in front of you. always let you see my ugly faceeee... xD but i know you dont mind right? Cause i know you love me as much as i love you muahahahaxx :D but seriously, i thanks you alot for acc me today morning.. I tell you all the stuff that stuck in heart so long. i felt better after i talk all out. thanks for the advice thanks everything. and you taught me to be obligate! i promise i learn okay? ^^
hey there...cheer up ya..=)
ReplyDeletei saw ur pm in fb for few times..
don b so sad^^i dono wat is bothering u in ur heart but when disappointment comes, don stop there alrite?move on in life, do it step by step=)
hey Jas... you have been alot so caring. And it seems we werent keep in touch for so long. miss you. wonder how are you? I guess im okay?! I tried to move on every step by myself but it doesnt always come to the way you expected. (=
ReplyDeleteyes..i think u should c wat i have written in my post..coz im kinda facing the same thing like urs..i dunno how do u feel n watz ur concern now..i kinda like guessing here...hmm..is it dat u scare dat the relationship will end up in disappointment?anyway juz guessing..i used to b like this..i've juz broke up wit him n itz the 2nd week of breaking up now..the reason was kinda hard to accept but both of us have to let go even if v loved each other..but i've learnt a lot through this,wish to share wit u=)
ReplyDeletejas... yeah. you are right. Im scare that the relationship will end up. too scare too lose him until i find myself was really in a conflict which i cant even control my emotion and dropping tears all the time (: i hate myself for being so unconfident of myself. Just cant imagine the day without him.. Tell me what can i do with it T_T
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