Friday, August 20, 2010

PEK CEK (;

Why am still so UNFINE?!
Told myself just to concentrate on study first but i still CANT!
seriously feel like scolding myself with F words! (;

Hate schooling, i dont know what makes me got that feel.
Hates everything everyone i see.
Wanting to be alone.

Today went lunch with MR.T only i found out something disgrateful about.
wondering is every guy did the same thing he did?!
his action (indirectly) got me so upset and makes me got no confident again!
Arw.... I hate those unsecure and unprotected feel
In this kind of situation, my tears wanting to fall.
I told myself not to.

I try to pretend until i got myself to tuition.
Questioning myself why is this happen?!
I dont want to hurt Ms.E for the 2nd time like i once did.
I wanted to be generous and honestly tell her.
It may hurt her nor the friendship between me and MR.T
aiks! if i didnt tell she'll find out one day
and tot im the 3rd party!!
DARN! it wasn't the way you all tot! argh!~

ALONE is the best choice ever...
I really hate small problems occur as a resistance in life!!
I fkin hate the feeling!
Couldnt describe.

The very first time Chen dated me out. LOL
going to have fun this sunday man!
I wanna throw out all my sadness aside!
I wish the plan is ON, and i do had great FUN as he promised =X

tomorrow is a schooling day!!
after school still got cambridge argh! till now i dont even done a single shit of it!
LAZYNESS is all i had...

I understand life may not be easy.
But wasn't it's too much for me?
Im so sick of troubles which comes towards me non-stop.
Love life got so mess up
whose problem? i dont really know.
I aint want those complicated in the both of us in content!! NO MORE!
pls, let me know what you want now?

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