Imma aint good enough to be a daughter of my parents, a grandchildren of my granny, a good girlfriend of him, a good friends for all... Im so imperfect. I couldnt change the way i use to be. Sorry for letting you guys dissapoint of me once more.
Daddy, i wasnt a good girl since i once born. I always cause you trouble and wasting money like nobody business!! I keep on buying stuff i want you hadn't said "NO"... cause you dont want to see me upset.
Mummy, i wasnt a nice girl. always let you worry that i might had do wrong stuffs and met wrong guys. You always brought me desserts when you see me cry when i was lil kids...
Granny, i wasnt a good grandchildren.. I always make you angry and ignore what you said. Being annoyed for what i wanted.. And i remember how you treat me when i had high fever when im 8.
You had take care me more then anyone. sometimes i hate myself for scolding you cause i just cant control my temper. But deep down in my heart, granny you're only one i loves the most and noone is gonna replace you
Keong, i wasnt a good gf. I always so pessimistic in no matter what. always brought you problems which maybe quite headache sometimes. I shouldnt had put temper on you for sometime.. I didnt think of you or understand you well perhaps.. Im sorry for everything. I really tired of all these... Im asking myself, what kind of position do i hold in your heart? Or shall i ask is it none at all...? I really don't know what am i suppose to be to you.
Buddies, pls forgive me if i had make you guys pissed of me or whatever. i got my own reason i got my own thing to do with i tired of explaining because it doesnt rly help at all.... franctically, i don't really wanna talk again. too tired of bearing those lil stuff which is just so the.. aiks. let's end it up if you hates me make it as simple as that...
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