LCH ♥

Alot thing happened. I didnt follow my family back dad house , its not because of the 'thingy' cause i had also apologise to you.. It's something what Eva aunt told me. I couldn't deny what she said is wrong.. But it's not like we going to get married the next day? =.= Why are you...? hmm.. i know lar you dont want me to not serious in this type of stuff and want me to concentrated spm but it's like ... cant you see?? It wasnt the time to say this. I had to face SPM as you said. Dont say so much first. (; seriously, i really no mood... I just cant. You know.. It makes me so moodless starting on the weekend that day T_T arww... I really cant control my emotion and tears started rolling like it's going to float the whole KL . Only me and my heart know how deep it is...



I'm not good in acting.. eventually, when i answer his call i cried.. he was like so innocent asking what's going on? I try to hide but it seems i just cant lie him at all. But end up i didnt tell him the truth. I feel so sorry... Is all because of YOU. I rather hurt myself then to ever let you down.



The whole world might said that im too stupid to fall this guy, but no one would ever know how much you meant to me and how deep i feel for you. No one will ever know whats future is going to happen, this is what you told me.Those words i felt so UNPROTECTED. Did you know that? I agreed with you, but you know i need STABILITY.. cant you just try to act in front of me? at least it makes feel a lil better?



Well, no one try to console me either.. Sometimes too much friend all also is like SHIT, no one will ever share sadness with you!! LCH, my saii lou... always help me when i was down no matter what ,you were there when i i need help, tou were there to share happiness and joyful with me.... try to be stupid just to make smile =D thats why you are always the first in my phonebook list did you know that? hahax!!



Really thx for the accompany ysday... You had grown mature... I didnt know you advice me back @@ those words you said i really quite impress...~ Saii lou a saii lou, i made you part of my family member! i understand what you mean... give me some time to prove it before i close my eyes forever and all i had is regret! life is short... and you know i do really in love with him... I dont want to make myself regret in the rest of the life is just because of that freaking reason!! I know you'll support me ,dont you?



LCH, ily♥