We planned to at 8 ++ but end up 7 ++ i argue with grandma. she said something hurty. hurty then anyone could had did this to me. I dont mind what ppl think of me. But nanny, it's cause i care and mind what you think of me that's why i shouted. I might had wrong in this case. But you wont know how deep you hurt me with those words.
Got so out of mood. I'm very emo as you guys know, so i decide not to go with addy cause i dont want to see his family with that faces and mood. I dont feel faking a smile like everyday i did cause it's your family. I want to treat them truly. But then, he is so stubborn. He came and look for me in the playground where i used to go when i was down. He was trying to act cool there. LOL. He always made me laugh when i was really deep down with sorrow. You always got a way to make me forget the pain. You just know the right thing to say to push away those sadness. :D
I guess... I really need you to be by the side every single moment.
Went to his relative's house. Had a great time there. ^^
The moon was quite blurr... even the day before looks nicer. No stars appear. Haiihh~
22/09/10
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