SPM TRIAL [ 2010 ] started

SPM TRIAL EXAMINTION!!

Everyone was like so busy revising, yet im still playing and hanging around. Felt a lil guilty even my daddy MR BEN which is well known to be playful also started to study his add maths ): I guess i really have to stop myself from thinking something that doesnt exist and concentrate study first =D

I did promise. I guess i did maths the best one? The very first time i break my record paper 2 i didnt know how to do one question only! The question on straight line!! DAMN IT! too focus on section B till forgotten that weak chapter !! Aiks. Whatever it is, im happy with it !! ^^

At least, i tried. =D add maths SUCKS! i sleep the whole period LOL! paper 2 i did only 1 question and the only one question also WRONG i was like WTF!!

Well, let's come back to the topic.. I hadn't seen him for almost 10 days! the very first time we didnt meet each other that long.. I wonder did he realise. Whatever, i dont give a damn. Suddenly, i felt weird. I even felt much comfortable without meeting him. Why? Why do i had those feeling? Im hesitating on him. So is this counted imma not in love with him at all? ): Im tired. I dont want to think anymore.

Sincerely, I didnt know what he wanted maybe the way he used to live is kind of hmmm UNDESCRIBABLE!!

Today is a lonely sunday. but i loved it. I enjoy staying home alone. Now i can say its really HOME SWEET HOME ♥ The very first time i can feel so peacefully without the noises that kiddo made and argument with adults PHEWWWWW!!! It's like HEAVEN! No one is going to FCUK me nicely even i online the whole day and do whatever at home nicely =D

How wish everyday also like that!!

anyway tmr is going to be BIO paper 1 & 2 and i was like havent start reading one single SHIT!! Even i got the TIPS! says that im DUMB says that im IDIOT! I dont give a damn because i just love to do things i want. Life is mine. So dont ever try to JUDGE me or EVER MADE DECISION for me ):

p/s: I dont want to meet up with dad today. Sincerely, not because of the broken promise you'd gave. Is just whenever i think of it i cried. So i prefer not to meet up. Doesnt it seems better that way?