PLKN ♥

Well, i checked for PLKN list ysday... around 6pm. No replied. I tried the second time. still got no reply. asked quite a few ppl to check it out for me. Still wondering myself should I be praying for tahniah or maaf. As for me... I will accept it with a normal heart. whether its going to be yes or no. I'll still do... let fate decides. xD



And just got Sze Yan's replied. She said i was NOT CHOSEN. today early morning i still said to SL that i wanted to go... at least left those problems and sadness behind for 3 months.. But now they said... I was not being a chosen one! DAMN!!



Grandma said that uncle had bought a new house. But it's not going to let me shift with them. Arww... how hurt was that?!! I don't wanna go back daddy's house. It's been like a hell for me to stay there for a SINGLE day.



Thinking much yesterday night till i couldnt even get myself into sleep. Trying hard to counting on sheeps to let myself rest. But it seems doesnt work at all!! She said they'll be shifting next year. So how about me? What can i do after form 5?! I got no idea.. No direction. I dont even know whats the next step to step on. I need someone to rely.. Yeah, this time i guess i really need! Grandma? she is old. She for sure follow uncle there. ((:



Tell me what can i do.....



and because of that, i made up my mind.. yesterday too~ on some certain problems. Maybe i should make myself clear and solve it with a tough heart? Tzeyan Tzeyan, you sure can do it!! even my tears are dropping. i have to be strong till the every last minute of lifee because this is the only thing i know.

LIFE ISN'T GREAT, BUT I TRY TO MOVE ON...

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