Being abandon or i abandon them..?

Well, just found out my gang were having celebration on Mei's bufdayz. Quite sad & shock at the same time. Sad for i being abandon by them. Shock for not calling me to join them.. Try to analyse whose problem... but still no answer appear on my mind.




Deep down in my heart.. I was thinking, you guys abandon me first didnt you all?? Everyone started couple up and abandon me all alone. Honestly, i just done like those feeling. huh =.= Maybe i too used to it you guys care me like last time hang around every night. Yet now... I have just missing up about a month. you guys seems to give me up.





Only jian ask for snowflakes today. it makes my mood feel's a lil better. Only he remember's me!! started wondering and reasoning myself giving a best fact to myself to accept it. Aiks.. how come life changes all the time... I wanted to start all over again. Even my love lifee. if i would. I just miss those olden days.. where all of us were single hanging and joking around like a crazy fellar. Talk without limitation. Now, everything is CHANGE. I know life do make changes all the while... But somehow i stil couldnt accept it. Memories.. is all i have (:





Well, tommorow. I just feel like ponteng again :D
but still see how is everything going fine or not first.





* i want my target to be achieve!!

珍惜现在所拥有的,不管未来会是怎样..

♥