something missing...?

Yesterday (friday)... he said he will accompany me. and yeah he did it :) I tot he was just simply say just to console me. But it was not. Of course i was happy with it. almost going to shout im my bedroom when he texted me the night before. Owh gosh.. i have been looking for these day to come for so long. cause a day without seeing him is like a year i didnt meet him. arwww... so can you imagine we were never meet up for more then a week? Those feeling was killing me actually. But who care's now? I was so happy until those thing which i used to angry him also forget dy ((: always also like that.



He said he cook porridge for me.. arrrwwww how SWEET* But, sorry dear. I was still ill. I cant take carbohydrate stuff.. so at last he ate them up all alone LOL. but at the same time i felt quite down. if you were a bit more care on me. you would have know that im still ill isnt it? Aiks. I just can let this skip away to make my heart feel better.



Somehow, when he trying to joke around and have fun with me. I just cant be the way i used to be like last time. those embarrasment feel were there again. why? is there something missing in between me and him? i asked myself. again & again. questioning myself... Maybe he is right im the type was very easily get influence by somebody else. Perhaps because of that, I have been react that way to him. I still need sometime.



I have been posting much on my love lifee... sorry, because this is what i used to think right now. ooops! forget to say about the day in school.



Friday used to have PJK lesson, couldnt joined for a couple of weeks. I just cant endure myself for being a robotic fellar sitting down watching other ppl to have sports. OMG! i wanted to play too lor. ((: I went to the basketball court tot of finding 'him' but i saw Xon were there. haha! guess what? Playing football in basketball court. kesiannya. Have been seeing quite alot of match from their group in football match... LOL i just lovee the way they play those teamwork makes me feel some kind of happiness... haha!! first time i see leon play with the wallet's on!! wohoo.



Specially thanks too xon... you have being a saver today for my matriculation thingy. I almost half dead. Thanks for the lending helpful hand man xD always the best suii lou i had ever had. and for the f2 girl. I tried to help you out. teee heee :)


* sorry Chun Yip, have to ffked you yesterday.
* wondering is the party on or not yesterday... LOL =.=



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